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WEDDING HIGHLIGHT 16-01-09 Friday, November 20 Saw my wedding highlight disc on my table. Wanna refresh my memories & so I play it on m y computer. Out of the sudden I have the urge to upload it on my blog. So here it is..... Just wanna share with you my wedding hightlight on 16-01-09.. Although nothing fantastic but hope u enjoy watching ya :) Side Track Yesterday, me went for my medi & pedicure near my office which I use to patron. Has not been there for quite some time. The staff was surprise when they saw me coz my stomach was so big hahaha. Sign up for the package & cost me 400bucks :/ Package consist of 10x + 2x mani & pedi 3x free hand spa Do you think worth it? -_-" Hmmm..I find it quite reasonable. Like visiting there coz it was near to my office, they do well for mani & pedi, the staff are friendly etc. I really enjoy patroning this place => Ladies,we have to pampered ourselve. So enjoy your life ^_^//  Written @ Friday, November 20, 2009 MISS-SIXTIES Thursday, November 19  So many baby hair...It's time to cut my fringe..  Close up photo taken by myself :)  He look so clumsy while he was trying to board his car.He is still limping after his operation.    I love the above clothes which I bought yesterday at miss-sixties.   These 2 pair of shoes are bought at Mitju. Just wanna share with you what I've bought. Really nice , cheap & comfortable :) Written @ Thursday, November 19, 2009 CAM-WHORING Wednesday, November 18  My little dog GUFI!!  He always show an innocent face  Looking so lost...  Look away while I was taking his photo            Presently, I'm 5months pregnant. Look at my round & chubby face. Really can't stand it hahaha. Side Track Went for my check up today. Baby was strong & healthy. My baby was confirm to be a PRINCESS. Although I was abit disappointed but on the other hand I was happy. I'm happy as I'm having a strong & healthy baby :) I must be contented with what I've got. This baby was given to me by god. I've to appreciate my little princess. No matter what, I will shower her with all my love. Of coz I will not neglect my BAOBEI GEMINI too :p Written @ Wednesday, November 18, 2009 SICKENING FELLOW Tuesday, November 17 Had an argument with this JAPANESE in my office. Really felt so sickening with his attitude. He forever will not change!!! Have already mention ample of time that I do not want to issue P/O if we do not get the quotation. I understand timing is vey important. But he have to understand we have to make things clear. We cannot keep pending for the quotation & issue P/O in advance without a confirm price!!! This is not the 1st time I voice out this matter!! Why he just can't get what I mean?? He tried to argue with me that really piss me off!! If he want to settle the issue, he should contact the suppiler. Why must he keep pending?? Wait & wait till end of the day when things happened, he will push the blame on us!!! WTF!!!! He only wants to protect himself!! Dam it!! Sickening fellow!!! Side Track Tomorrow, I will be seeing my Gyne. My testing report will be out. Will get to know the gender of my little baby.. So excited :) Will update the gender of my baby once I get the result.. Stay Tune!! Written @ Tuesday, November 17, 2009 CRAZY PRICE FOR 5-ROOM HDB @ TAMPINES Monday, November 16 Have been searching for a 3bed room flat ever since 2months ago.. The reason was the present flat we are staying has only 2rooms. My little baby will be arriving to this family next April. In order for me to continue working,I need a maid to look after my baby. A room for me & him,a room for his dad & a room for the maid. That's the reason why I need to get a 3bed room flat before I due.. If not,who will look after my baby? As you know, the market was crazy now.. Valuation for a 4room flat at Tampines will cost about 380k. That's CRAZY!!!!! A 4-room HDB will cost us about 410k depends on the asking above value. Can you believe it? A 2nd hand 4room HDB flat costt 410k!!!OMG!!! It's unbelieveable!!! By chance,he manage to get a brand new unit near Tampines Mall. We went to view the surrounding area as we are unable to view the unit. It's high floor,windy I guess & renovated. It's under DBSS. Guess how much does this 5-room DBSS HDB cost??? 640k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wah!!!!!I nearly fainted when I get to know the price.. We 've been thinking can we afford to buy this flat. The answer was "NO"!!! We can't afford it............... Although I really like this location but.... Too bad,I'm not a million air hahaha.. DROP THIS IDEA!!! I told myself. The only thing we can do now is to wait for the market to cool down. Get a resale 4 or 5 room HDB flat. The most,we will rent a place to stay for the time being. Guess that was the only solution. Written @ Monday, November 16, 2009 BAOBEI VIDEO Friday, November 13 Just wanna share my baobei video clip which I took 3years ago.. It's so cute!!!!! Enjoy :) Written @ Friday, November 13, 2009 ABC’s of Marriage Thursday, November 12 Now adays, my frequent visit to toilet really tires me.. Have to wake up at least 3 times per night. It really affect my resting time.. Every morning I 've to drag myself to wake up... Not only that, my block nose also gave me a hard time. Every day & night, I'm sneezing,sneezing & sneezing Zzzzzzz.. This really bothers me... I can't get good sleep.. My nose will feel dry & pain.. Haiz..No wonder me get tire so easily... +_+ Frankly speaking,if you were to let me choose, I will still choose to get pregnant ^_^ Coz having a new life in my stomach is something words can't describe.. Below is something I read & wish to share with you.. HOW TO MAINTAIN A MARRIAGE Take your time to read & understand. Maybe you can learn from it ;p ABC’s of Marriage Absolutely adore each other Be best friends Compromise Discover new things together Encourage each other Forgive and Forget Gaze into each other’s eyes Hold hands and hug a lot Inspire and intrigue each other Joke and laugh and have fun Kiss, kiss, kiss Love with all your hearts Marvel at each other’s talents Nurture each other’s souls Overcome problems together Play games Quiet each other’s fears Remember the little things Say “I love you” every day Take time for tenderness Understand and care deeply Value everything you share Wish on stars together X-press your true feelings Yearn for each other’s touch Z-zzzzz in each other’s arm Written @ Thursday, November 12, 2009 THAI FOOD Wednesday, November 11   set lunch taken by JJ   set lunch taken by me  set lunch taken by Angie  The Thai restaurant we patron find that the food is nice. We visited this place during our lunch time. The food is really nice. Especially the TOM YUM SOUP & STICKY RICE!!! The PANDAN CHICKEN,PAD THAI & GREEN CURRY also not bad. 1set lunch is only at $11.90!! Worth it!!! I can taste the PANDAN CHICKEN, GREEN MANGO SALAD, STICKY RICE, PAD THAI ... Hmmmm..yummy yummy.. Even if you don't like thai food, I also will recommend you to this restaurant :) Heehee :p The name of the restaurant is CHIANG MAI PALACE located at FAR EAST SQUARE!! Written @ Wednesday, November 11, 2009 SELFISH FELLOW!!! Monday, November 9 Has been trying to update my blog since sunday.. But whenever I log in ,my mind was blank .. Really don't know what's wrong with my brain (*_*) Have never encounter such experience that I can't even write a single sentence.. Haiz...Forget it!! Why must I bother with such small matter? Side Track Ever since I was pregnant for about 3months, I 've requested to knocked off at 4pm This is to avoid the rushing hours so that I could get seat while taking train back home. (Now I'm 19 weeks pregnant) Even though I knock off at 4pm, sometimes I might not able to get seats.. There was once when I board the train & walking towards an empty seat, a man who age about 40 fasten his pace & took the seat which I was walking toward. Can you imagine how could a man at that age snatch a seat with a pregnant woman?? If my stomach wasn't obvious I could understand. But my stomach was so big & I don't believe he can't tell that I was pregnant!!! I was so PISS OFF & was thinking WTF!!! The reason was not that I was the pregnant woman than I say it. I voice out because I just can't understand why now adays people can be so selfish??? Don't they know that pregnant woman tense to get tire easily if they stand too long?? This was not the only incident I've encounter. There was few times I've to stand all the way from Raffles Place to Tampines station. Not even a single person willing to offer their seat to me!!! I really couldn't believe it!!! But this really happens to me -_- Of coz there are also kind people which are willing to offer seats to me :) What I've mention are the small count of SELFISH FELLOW out there which I personally felt that they should ZHI WO FAN XIN!!!! Written @ Monday, November 09, 2009 FUGLY!!!!! Friday, November 6 Went to office & knock off at 4pm.. Now adays,me get tire easily.. Must be due to the little one in my stomach :) Each day,my stomach is getting bigger & bigger.. I felt so fugly now :( My face was round, fleshy & sensitive. Like a "HAMBUGER" !!! My tigh & arm become so big!!! Like ROBERTO CARLOS & MIKE TYSON !!! I've gain 10kgs of weight!!! OMG!!!How could it be!!! I'm just 18.5weeks pregnant!!! Really felt so scarey now. By the time when I'm about to due,I might gain 20~25kgs!!! No!!!I need to control myself!!! Everyday I've been telling myself this. Stop eating!!! Everday I'm eating blingly & unheathly.. I had more that I should consume.. Every few days ,I will have different craving. If I carry on my diet this way, I will had a hard time for slimming down after I give birth.. Now I've already started to plan for my slimming down after I give birth hahahaha :) Typical Singaporean KIA SU!!! Written @ Friday, November 06, 2009 卤肉饭!!! Thursday, November 5  卤肉饭  饺子  らまん   I snap a shot of Angie day dreaming :p But JJ was not fully recovered & Xiuling's uncle was hospitalised so we have to postpone the dinner. Hope JJ will get well soon & Xiuling's uncle will be fine too.. Above are the photos taken during lunch time. Me & angie had lunch at this new restaurant at Far East Square. Name of the restaurant "SUN KING RYORIYA" The food was not bad especially the 卤肉饭。 I love it!!! I will be going to taiwan from 25~29th of Nov'09. Heard that their 卤肉饭 is 一番 (ichiban)。 Can't wait to try it !!! lol Written @ Thursday, November 05, 2009 UPLOADED SOME PHOTOS Wednesday, November 4                      some photos taken on Michelle's Wedding Day 17-10-09..... Just upload for you to see :) Written @ Wednesday, November 04, 2009 CELEBRATED 陈彩云 BIRTHDAY !! Tuesday, November 3                 Unagi Futo maki  Potato Mentai  Mix Yakitori  Miso Ramen (nice ^_^)  Mix Mushroom  Beef Nabei  Cold Doufu  Crab Meat Udon  Cabbage,Pork wrap with Egg Dinner with Ms Tan,JingJing & Xiuling at Central Mall Waraku Restaurant. After dinner, we head to Mr Bean for coffee.. Uploaded some of the photos taken by my BBB kekeke Not bad right? Actually BBB camera was quit clear :) It's time for you to consider to change your mobile to BBB :) Written @ Tuesday, November 03, 2009 PRE-BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR MS TAN :) Monday, November 2            Salad  Korean style vege  Kimuchi Soup  Tempura Moriyawase  Kimuchi  Gyu Tongue  Wayu Beef Photos taken at TCC           The Deep Blue Pack  Cocoa Cointreau Mousse Cake  Devil's Chocolate Cake  Cafe Mocha Have a PRE-CELEBRATION for Ms Tan for her BIG DAY !! Went to a Tajimaya Yakiniki Restaurant at VivoCity. Order Wagyu Beef set for 2 & some side order. Wagyu beef was so tender & nice. It taste like it will melt in your mouth keke. (strongly recommeded if you like beef !!) After dinner, we went to Keppel Bay TCC. The place was beauitful especially in the night. Didn't notice that there are such beautiful place in singaopre till Ms Tan brought us there. Thank you Ms Tan :) Hope you did enjoy your night with 3 of us.. Too bad xiuling can't join us... It's ok,we shall see her tonight. We are going to have dinner with Ms Tan,JJ & Xiuling.. Too bad CAN can't join us as she was not feeling well.. Hope she will get well soon... Written @ Monday, November 02, 2009 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAI CAI Sunday, November 1 Meeting up with the gals to celebrate caicai b'day at vivocity. Let me sing her a b'day song in advance :) Happy B'day To You, Happy B'day To You, Happy B'day To CaiCai, Happy B'day To You. 祝你年年有今日,岁岁有今朝. 笑口常开，好运自然来 :) Written @ Sunday, November 01, 2009 DISAPPOINTMENT!!! Saturday, October 31 DISAPPOINTED with someone you loved is really HEART BREAKING..... I really doesn't know what she really wants. Had tried my very best to give her freedom, do what she likes, like watching TV, surf net & play games etc. Thinks she really take me for granted. Haiz........................................................ Can anyone tells me what should I do?? Why can't she understand me????????? What she wants from me????????????? I text her & give her a good scolding. Told her that I was so disappointed,sad,frustrated & piss with her. I will not bother about her & I even tell her that she dun have to come back in the future since she dun listen & dun like what she is doing etc............. Haiz........................................... Thinks I'm too hush on her... She did not reply any of my sms... I was insane to say such things... Side Track Her dad call me in the afternoon. Complaint that she was lazy & always lie etc.. Told me so many things & out of the sudden I really felt that I'm really useless..... I dun know what can I do than she will become more sensible. Maybe I should be the 1 "FAN XING FAN XING" After all, she is just a kid......... Written @ Saturday, October 31, 2009 HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) Tuesday, October 13    HAPPY B'DAY TO ME, HAPPY B'DAY TO ME, HAPPY B'DAY HAPPY B'DAY, HAPPY B'DAY TO ME..... Yeah ;p Today is my BIG day :) I wish & hope that "DREAMS come TRUE & stay HAPPY always" Y'day,had my b'day celebration with J.J,C.C & Ah Can. X.X suppose to join us but too bad she was being activate for duty.. It's ok X.X,dun have to feel bad. I really enjoy myself :) Felt so touch with their meaningful & creative presents. Really wanna thanks J.J,C.C,X.X,Ah Can & Ah Frank for the presents.. **MUACK MUACK x 10 Side Track J is going to Paris soon.. Really envy her as she could SHOP till she drop :p Wish I could have a chance to go Europe again...... Did ask J to help me buy 2 bags & a HP pouch. It's really a tough decision to choose which bag to buy.. Finally,I made up my mind & choose to buy a LV & a MUIMUI bag kekeke :) Have to pampered myself.. Dun expect others to pampered you. If you do not have any expectation than you will not have dissapointment :) I have never tried to buy 2bags at 1shot.. It will really cost me a BOMB -_-"" But I think it's really worth it :) Coz buying in Paris will be much cheaper They have 12% TAX REBATES hahahaha :) It will save me few hundred bucks hiak hiak hiak :) Woman are really BAG SLAVE hahaha Will be having dinner with him tonight. Someone ask me am I happy?? I ask myself this question too.. But my answer is, WHAT IS THERE TO BE HAPPY ABOUT?? Therefore I have 1 final conclusion. Enjoy your honeymoon period for the 1st 2 years.. After that,FORGET about wanting him to GIVE YOU SURPRISE!!! His SURPRISE will be "NOT FORGETTING YOUR B'day" Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! So dun have to give him SURPRISE coz HE WILL NEVER APPRECIATE!!!!!!!! WOMAN will NEVER SATISFIED!! MAN will NEVER APPRECIATE!! Written @ Tuesday, October 13, 2009 PRE-CELEBRATION Monday, October 12       My B'day was just around the corner. CAN brought me to TASTE PARADISE(ION) to have dinner. Above are the photos taken for the food we ate. Well,the service & ambiance was good. But if you really go for food, that is not the place you would like to visit as you might be disappointed.. :/ The money you paid for is not worth the price. But it was a good experience :) Have to thanks CAN for bringing me there for dinner :) Xie ~~~~ Xie ~~~~ Ni ~~~~ :) Side Track Me having toothache for the pass 2days... So sick of it as I just had the filing done half year ago?? Urgh~~~really sickening.. Hate the smell of the dental. Hate the sound of the equipment. Hate everything!!!!!!! But after all, it will definitely helps me to relieve my toothache Have to fix an appointment asap to get my tooth done... Written @ Monday, October 12, 2009 LONELY gal living in a LONELY world Thursday, October 8 Recently,Whenever I write my blog, my tears will flow down my face automatically.. No matter I'm in office or at home.. I will cry & cry & cry... I know this is really unhealthy for my baby but I just can't control. This shows that how happy am I ;_; After all the WARS through phone & SMS, finally I manage to cool myself down. Every time when we quarrel, I will become very agitated & emotional. Never ever once we will solved our problems. We just leave it aside & take it as nothing had happened. The THORNS will leave in our heart & accumulate.. This is what both of us are doing.. Maybe to him it will avoid quarrel but to me, it's a TIME BOMB & we will explode anytime.. Since he wants to handle in a unhealthy way, I will follow his way.. I told myself that I have to be strong. I dun need his sympathy & accompany.. Even I'm not feeling well & have problems, I will HANDLE & KEEP TO MYSELF. I will NEVER OPEN UP TO him AGAIN!! I have to learn to be independent. I will not depend on him anymore. He no longer have any obligation. I strongly believed & will force myself to do it.. I GIVE UP,I REALLY GIVE UP & SURRENDER!!! EVERYDAY,I'VE BEEN WASHING MY FACE WITH MY TEARS.. Not a single day I'm HAPPY. WHY DO WE HAVE TO TORTURE OURSELVES?? HE IS NOT HAPPY & I'M NOT HAPPY TOO!!! Now I really understand the feeling of HEART DIES.. Just like few years ago he GIVE UP our relation.. I totally can understand how he feels that moment.. Coz I feel it myself now. The feelings is SUCKS & UNBEARABLE. But I just need time to overcome like what he did. Go out with friends & drink to forget the pain. Although I can't drink now but I still can go out. I can sit down & enjoy their accompany. I believe they will be willing to accompany me more than him.. I will not request anything from him in the future. I TOTALLY FEEL HOPELESS,GIVE UP & LOST CONFIDENCE IN THIS MARRIAGE... It will be another SAD ENDING STORY IN MY LIFE... THANKS HIM FOR ALL THE PAINFUL MEMORIES... I guess he will never know how I felt. He can't be bothered & concern about my feelings. I will not be what I used to be. Care,Concern,Kan Cheong,Bothered & Loving.. There will only be unusual silent peaceful... It's A COLD & NO LOVE PEACEFULNESS..... Side Track Meeting the gals for dinner tonight. I'm really looking forward ... Meeting up with the gals & chi chat really can brighten up my day :) Too bad caicai have to start work soon. The time of meeting up with them will be lesser. Haiz...Feel so sad... :( So you gals must remember. Even you all are busy, you all must meet up with me again... If not I will be a LONELY GAL living in a LONELY WORLD... Written @ Thursday, October 08, 2009 BAD MIGRAINE Wednesday, October 7 Had bad migraine since last night.. He never tried to explain to me why he lied.. Maybe he also don't even bothered whether I'm sad,angry & disappointed or he is lost of words. I don't feel like talking to him. I hope he could vanish in my world. Although I will be extremely sad but I believe time can heal my wound... Written @ Wednesday, October 07, 2009 LEOPARD NEVER CHANGE IT SPOTS Tuesday, October 6 Leopard NEVER CHANGE IT SPOTS. He really makes me very very upset & disappointed again... Going out with his friends is really so important to him. He rather choose to lie to me AGAIN & AGAIN. He said that he went out with his agent on friday but he lied. He went out with his friends to THAI DISCO till 5am!!! He simply dun care about how I feel if I found out he LIE!!! I personally think that he is not ready to be a father. He cannot let go the lifestyle he likes & wanna lead. I really think that he should stay single instead of married. Married life is not suitable for him at all.. He don't need a wife. What he need is a group of friends can drink & enjoy with him. What he say are all RUBBISH & LIES. I will never TRUST him again MY LIFE. NEVER EVER !!!!!! Maybe I'm a USELESS,UNREASONABLE & TERRIBLE WIFE. That's the reason why it lead us to this situation. I wanna thank his GOOD BROTHER.. Guess he really love to be with them more than me. I pray hard to god & hope that HIS BROTHERS can be close & accompany him for his rest of his life.. Because what he need is not A FAMILY, is his BROTHERS & PARTY KAKI. I really thought that after I have baby he will change. Ya he did,maybe for few weeks & there he go again. He can't resist TEMPTATION at all.. I don't blame him,I blame MYSELF. All these is I get it myself for believing that HE WILL CHANGE!!! I really wish him all the best & be happy forever with his BROTHERS. I will not interfere into his life again. He can do whatever he wants,go wherever he like. Earn his BIG BUCKS & he can COUNT ME OUT!!! I will be OUT OF HIS LIFE FOREVER!!! Think this is the best happiest lifestyle he is looking forward.... He dun need a FAMILY. FAMILY doesn't makes him HAPPY but give him WORRIES & UNHAPPINESS.. BROTHERS & PARTY KAKI WILL BRIGHTEN UP HIS DAYS Maybe someday he will realised & figure out which is more IMPORTANT IN HIS LIFE.. But to me,I've already realised what kind of MAN he is... Written @ Tuesday, October 06, 2009 DEPRESSION?? Saturday, October 3 I dun know how should I put it.. Everything seems SO BAD!!! He came back 5am in the morning. To be more precise it should be 4.55am.. As my hand phone msg show 4.55am he replied me.. I was so uneasy & upset when I woke up 3am & yet he was not back.. I was all alone in the room & was surrounded by LONELINESS. I keep flipping left & right & hoping that he will be back soon as I think the club close at 3am so he will be back at 3+... I wait & wait & try to force myself to sleep but I just cun.. I hold back myself not to call or sms him. Hope that he will be back any moment. But after an hour,there were still no sign of him.. I began to cry & think why is he SO CRUEL to me!!! Why he can leave me alone at home & go out with his agent till early morning 5am? Even he really needs to drink with his agent, he still can come home early. He can tell his agent that his wife is pregnant & he needs to go home early. I believe his agent will understand. But he choose not to coz he wanna enjoy himself coz in his heart,i'm no longer important.. I can't control myself & I start changing & pack my thing. I wanna go back to 845.. I wanna leave this cold & lonely place.. I just can't control my emotion anymore. I send him a sms while I was walking back to 845. Half way through, I sort of wake up. What the hell am I doing in the middle of the night 4.30am carrying my things & walking back to 845?? Even if I leave now,does it help? All the questions just flow through my mind.. Unless I really wanted to end this relationship, I will leave his house. 1 day if I really leave his house, that means I had made up my mind & decide to give up this MARRIAGE.. All things flash through my mind again & again. My tears keep rolling down my face.. All those BAD MEMORIES comes back again.. During this 1 year, I had CRIED too many time because of him. I really LOST COUNT of the SADNESS he had brought to me.. HE had REALLY CHANGE. What he has PROMISE ME before our wedding, he broke all his PROMISES. When I confront him, he just mention becuase he wanted to save our marriage. So what he PROMISE are all LIES!!! Last time when we are together he will never leave me alone.. Now even I'm pregnant, he can go out till 5am.. TOTALLY LOST CONFIDENCE in this marriage. TOATLLY LOST CONFIDENCE in HIM. I doubt we could have a HAPPY FAMILY which I was hoping. MONEY & BROTHERS to him is EVERYTHING but not ME & OUR BABY.. At the end of the day, he still don't understand what I really want.. I guess if he had a choice, he will choose not to get married & have baby.. That is my conclusion & I strongly believe that is what he is thinking.. Maybe he might wanna get married someday but the BRIDE shouldn't be me. Coz I'm a FAILURE WIFE.... He need a wife who will listen to him, Keep her mouth shut & will not complaint, let him do what he wants, go out & enjoy with his friends to nightclub & thai disco. As long as at the end of the day he goes home. I'm not a mistress,maid or puppet. I cannot endure THIS KIND OF IRRESPONSIBLE MAN!! This kind of MAN is not my HUSBAND!!! I do not need such kind of SELFISH HUSBAND!!! Written @ Saturday, October 03, 2009 BABY SCANNING PHOTOS :) Wednesday, September 30  This is my 8 weeks precious baby  This is my 10 weeks precious baby  This is my 12 weeks precious baby  Another scan of my precious baby :)  Clearly show my baby growing big :) very lazy to blog.. So I upload some of my baby scanning picture heehee :p Another 3more weeks I will get to know whether is a boy or girl kekeke :) Can't wait for the day to come....... Written @ Wednesday, September 30, 2009 MEETING WITH THE GALS Tuesday, September 29                  Meet up with J.J,C.C & X.L for dinner. Luckily X.L meet me first as I knock off at 4pm. If not I will be bored to death (Thank u X.L :p) My cousin join us for dinner as she was super FREE ;) She go also good for me as she is staying at east side. So after dinner,we can go back together (Hiak Hiak Hiak) As the 3 gals all stay at west side. As usual some1 was late!!! Who was it this time?? It was C.C lor... Urgh~~~ C.C, be punctual next time okay ;p We had dinner at DING TAI FENG Paragon. As usual J.J was target for the whole nite kekeke:o But we really laugh our heart out especially with this joker CAN!! After dinner,thought of gng to party world. I din know that orchard party world was close down..hmmm... So we change our destination to K-Box. As usual,C.C & me sing the most. J.J & X.L only sing a few limited songs... (Please go & brush up yr singing so that u will sing more next time) During the k-ing session, C.C saw the photos in my i-phone & she say she does not have it. Therefore, I upload the photos especially FOR YOU "TAN AH CAI" Please enjoy browsing through :) Written @ Tuesday, September 29, 2009 命里有时终需有， 命里无时莫强求 Thursday, September 24 It has been a long time I did not update my blog.. It's really gonna rot liao.. heehee ;p I've told myself that I will try to update my blog as often as possible :) 这一年里发生了许多事,我终于看破了。。。 我领悟到一些道理。 命里有时终需有， 命里无时莫强求。 要发生的事终究会发生，要避都避不了。 既然会发生，还去想他该嘛呢？ 想得越多，就会越不开心。 人生短短几十年， 何必为了一个人而搞到自己不开心呢？ 我已学会方开，不会再去想这么多。 因为想太多对我的宝宝无益。 在我的生命里，他已经不再是最重要的。 他的角色已经被我的宝宝取代。 对我来说，这是一件好事。 因为我不会再轻易地为他伤心，流泪。 Side Track Today,I was late to office. Not that I woke up late, it was due to that stupid F1.. Urgh~~~Whatever la.. I still have to tolerate for another day.. The jam starts from P.I.E till my office area.. Really sickening!!! I'm still pondering should I take bus or MRT to work.. Well,we shall see how.. Really feel better after pouring out my unhappiness.. My mood felt so much better especially after seeing my gynae :) Seeing my little baby through the scanning machine really makes me feel extremely happy & excited. All the unhappiness & sadness was gone within a second. My small little baby was naughty & was moving in my stomach. When I saw the movement of my baby,it really warms me up.. I really feel very very touching.... I have a small little life in my stomach.. I really dun neo how I could describe the feeling. If you wanna neo how it feels, GET PREGNANT LA.HAHAHAHAHA ;) Written @ Thursday, September 24, 2009 PHOTOS AT NEVERLAND Saturday, July 25                               Written @ Saturday, July 25, 2009 NEVERLAND Friday, July 24 Have already plan to bring frank & his gf to see the thai disco. I knew that he wun join as he cun enjoy going these places with me around. He will feel restricted coz with me around, he cun hug of fool around with those gals.. He say he will go to ONG's pub & I know after that he will sure go other thai disco. BINGO!I'm right. 1+ he sms me & say that he will go to 1 of the thai disco at pearl center. Ask him to join me to thai disco,he dun wan but he can go other thai disco with ONG.. It's fine with me coz I've already expected.. Around 3am,he sms & ask me am I done? I say not yet,if he want he can come or he go home 1st. At last,he came & as usual he just sit there & sms.. I dun wanna bother as I know he came was just for the sake of showing his face & not to accompany or join in the fun with us.. It's ok,at least I dun have to waste cab fare to go home... I think & can feel that if I go out more often & get to know more friends,I will leave him 1 day.... It's just the matter of time.... Now I'm trying & start doing it.... So,my dear friends who read my blog,please support me.. Help me get out of these DARKNESS & SADNESS DAY as soon as possible... Written @ Friday, July 24, 2009 SERVE THEM RIGHT Thursday, July 23 He was having NFL soccer match. After his game,he call & ask me whether want to go to a new Thai disco. Since he ask me to go so I tack along.. (He ask me go coz that was a new place. He dun know any of the Thai gals there so he have no worries..) Think he must be surprise that I would join as I think he would thought that I wun go coz tomorrow I got to work.. But I purposely go & brought fank gf along.. When he went home to change, his dad ask him why still ask me go out as I need to work tomorrow. He told his dad that I wanted to go!! See,he push everything to me. Why I know coz his dad told me so. His dad knew that he was the 1 who ask me go out. He just pretend as if he doesn't want him to know that I told his dad that he ask me go Thai disco. (By the way,is not that I want to tell his dad,is his dad ask me where am I going & so I told him) Maybe because I was there,they left quite early coz he cun have fun!! After that we went for supper. ONG & RAY join us.. Ray was trying to be sarcastic & say why I dun drink with him. When eric's b'day he drunk with me. I tell him off that you didn't invite me to your b'day celebration what. He say coz all man so he didn't invite me & than I replied him. Than too bad lor not that I dun wanna drink with you on your b'day!! Think he was paiseah & quite piss off with my answer. Ray ask me about how was that place & I say not bad but too big. I'm not very sure about Thai disco coz I never been to Thai disco. He say dun bluff,last time he saw me at RESORT. Than I tell him off : "FYI,that was the 1st time I go Thai disco." I've never been to sabai sabai or icon etc.. He kept quiet as I think he didn't know that, that was the day which I caught eric go Thai disco again & ran away when he knew that I was there as he thought I didn't see him.. Well,think ERIC & ONG was awkward at that moment... Serve them right,I wanna voice out long time ago & I should thank this IDIOT RAY gave me this chance :p Written @ Thursday, July 23, 2009 10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY Wednesday, July 22 Today is our 10 year anniversary that we get to know each other. It suppose to be a peaceful day & we are having dinner tonight for celebration. I'm really dam sway as he found out that someone log into his msn. The old version of MSN was when u log into MSN & when others log into your MSN, your side will log out automatically.. The new version was when you log into MSN & when others log into your MSN, it will show other party has log into your MSN & it will show the computer name which the person who log into his MSN. He already know who log into his MSN & he act blur & ask me to check is there any software can break people password & ask me to help him investigate. He already know that person is me but he just act & say that "This person must be paranoid or going crazy" He say that after all these incident,he will change all his account PW & lock all his gadgets as he was fearful & worry of this person. (which was referring to me) He was going more crazy than this IDIOT (obviously THIS IDIOT was referring about ME) He block me & that's why I didn't know that he log in MSN. I know that it's not right for meto log into his MSN. Actually,my purpose of logging into his MSN was just to hope to see that 1 day,he will unblock me. But this never happen... He not only block me,he block all the person I know so that others wun tell me that he log into MSN. I was wondering why must he block me? What's wrong of using MSN if you have nothing to hide? As a husband & wife, if he can do to that extend I really find it meaningless & hopeless.. There are really NO TRUST & FAITH anymore. Not Now & not in the future... I was just waiting & hoping that 1 day, I will totally give up & have the courage leave him... Think this sentence : "This person must be paranoid or going crazy" was the best 10 years anniversary present he gave me.... Written @ Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ANOTHER BORING DAY Tuesday, July 21 Just another boring day for me.. Recently,I've been smoking very heavily... Smoke almost 1 packet per day. Whenever I felt boring,I just went down to smoke. Squatting down,smoke & think of what's wrong with me. But till now I never get my answer... Hopfully,1day I will really wake up & be ready to move on.... Written @ Tuesday, July 21, 2009 |
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