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19 November, 晴天
Wednesday, November 19

Make it to the body combat class alone last night as christin was busy with her work.

Suppose to join the yoga class after that but i skip the class as i was meeting dar for dinner.

Went to collect our wedding invitation card at CONCORD HOTEL before we had our dinner at bugis.

57days to go before our BIG DAY.Time really files..Feel abit nervous now..

There are still lot of things we have not done.Hope everything will goes well.

Had a good talk with dar & finally he sort of clear my doubts.

I'm sorry dar,it was a misunderstanding (he dun mean he agreed to the SEXY NAKED DANCE with the thai gal)

Just felt that if his friend really arrange without notifying him, can he reject?I doubt so as he also doesn't want to disappoint his friends..

The fact is his friend did say wanted to arrange something special for him.

Why must it be in BANGKOK?I still cannot understand..

The reason was "CHEAPER" to held the bachelor night in bangkok.That is really a BIG QUESTION MARK to me.

Fly to bangkok to held his bachelor night is CHEAPER??Can anyone enlighten me??

Can't blame me for having that kind of REACTION as for anyone else who is in my shoe will also have the same feeling i guess.

Will try to sort things out with him in the future before i jump into any conclusion to prevent any misunderstanding.

BIG THANKS to YOU for asking me to had a good talk with him.
(You should know who you are my friend)

Although im still not sure will the bachelor trip still on or not , i hope this doesn't affect both of us.

Hope he can understand how i feel & just put himself in my shoe & spare a little thought for me...( i guess he will..)

ADDITIONAL TRACK

The moment i log into my msn, i received a long long msg from dar.So i decided to have this ADDITION TRACK.

Before i start to blog, i need to clarify 1 issue.
(What i've mention on the 18 Nov blog is before i MSN with him in the afternoon)

Maybe i'm really very slow in understanding & that's why it is very hard to EXPLAIN things to me.

I dun deny that i might not show what i feel in front of him but at the same time i also feel that he does not say anything to me as he used to.

This is the barrel between us i guess..

I totally agreed that a relation need TRUST & COMMUNICATION!!

He say that i used to trust him 9years ago.Probably i dun treat our relationship seriously like he did & that's why i've 100% trust in him.Now i'm serious in this relationship & that's why the trust getting weaker...

So is he trying to tell me that he is not as serious as i do now coz he has TOTAL TRUST in me!!

Lots of things happened this 2 year which i'm sad to say that he slowly break the TRUST i had in him.

Put himself in my shoe & recall of what he had did this 2 years & maybe he will agree with me.

I can say it LOUD & CLEAR that i had try my very best this 2 years to gain back his TRUST.But on the other hand, he slowly break my TRUST in him.

I agreed that he might be very popular among his friends & that's why he is alway caught in between.We cun PLEASED everyone but maybe we should PRIORITIZE.(i do not have so many friends & that's why i'm not popular & i dun really face this problem)

This is a ONCE IN A LIFE TIME occassion & we should make it happy.

Be it where & what he is going to do during his BACHELOR NITE, i shall not CARE & BOTHER.As he had mention, this is a ONCE IN A LIFE TIME occassion.Just go where he wanna go & do what he wanna do!!!I shall have NO COMMENTS, NO INTERFER!!!

I think this is the BEST SOLUTION for us!!!

After writing this blog, it might lead to QUARREL & COLD WAR but i feel so much better after pouring out everything.

as he had mention,he chosen me as his BELOVED WIFE & i chosen him as my BELOVED HUSBAND , so we should move on and leave all the UNHAPPY THINGS BEHIND.

Life is filled with HAPPINESS & SADNESS..

MAKE THE BEST OUT OF THE GOOD, TAKE THE LEAST FROM THE BAD.

Last but not least, thank you dar.Thank for spending time to read my blog & send a msg to tell me how you feel.I LOVE YOU !!! MUACK!!!

Written @ Wednesday, November 19, 2008

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