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07 March, 晴天
Saturday, March 7

Last night after m.j session,we started to talk about that incident happened before our wedding.

I know it's not right or good for me to bring up this issue again but i juz cun control as i really wanted to hear it from his mouth even though it will hurt me deeply..

I know it's hard for him to tell me & when he tell me,i might get agitated or we might quarrel but i still choose to listen what he's gonna say.

Out of my expectation,he did not tell me everything..

It doesn't convince me that he dun remember certain things that happened as he had very good memory.

I b'live he does not want to let me know..
(Maybe he dun know how to face me or say it to me..)

I really dun u_stand if he's not interested in that thai gal,why must he spend money & time to go to the thai disco?

Why must he send her back everytime he go there?

Why must he accompany her go mustafa?

Why must he go dinner with her?

Why must he ask her to join him to bbk when he plan to go there?

There are too many why?why?why? which he cun answer me or he rather choose not to answer..

If he has no intention or interest in her,does he need to spend so much time on her?

Who will b'live?Maybe 3year old kids i guess..

Dun give me rubbish that she had cancer so he pity her.

What does it have to do with she got cancer & he is attracted to her??

I already know that he has interest in her since the 1st time he saw her.

I already know that & i hint it to him & yet he wanted to deny & dun wanna admit!!!

For the past 3 months, he has being lying to me..

The Lies are countless..

Everytime he go out he had to lie to me.

My heart feel extremely pain..

I will explode & go crazy if i continue to keep it to myself...

Written @ Saturday, March 07, 2009

04 March, 晴天
Wednesday, March 4

Another boring...

My face kana rashes again..Dam itchy..

God dam it.Dun know what the hell happen to me!!Really fucking sway...

Just hope that the rashes will subside soon..

I knew he will ask me "WHAT HAPPEN" again..

Just bcoz the heading of my msn written :

"Devil May Cry,Angel May Die,Whatever it is,Dun ever Lie"

What's wrong for me to write that phrase?really dun u_stand.

I just find it rhymes & so i write it on my heading that's all.

Why must he have such reaction??

Really fucking piss me off!!!

When he use to know my blog,he will read it quite frequent.

If i wrote anything regarding about us,he felt uncomfortable.

Than he will say "why must you let the whole world know about it??"

WTF,u mean i dun have my freedom to write anything?

Do i have to let him check my content before i post it?

Since he dun like it than dun read la.

I din force or ask him to read my blog..

Urgh~~~~~Really very very ANGRY & PISS!!!

Anyway,i had change my blog address & he dun have my new blog address.

I could write whatever i like without any restriction.

It's really very tiring that whenever i feel like writting something,i need to think twice...Really SICKENING!!!!

Written @ Wednesday, March 04, 2009

03 March, 晴天
Tuesday, March 3

Have not been blogging for long long time..

Have been slacking in the office for the past 2days..

Really dam lazy & sianz..

Actually,now is the best time to clear all my back log job as business was not good..

But i just feel very very SLACK & LAZY!!!!

WTF!!!Tell myself many many times to buck up & clear all the documents but...

Haiz..never succeed...

God,please help me..Help this lazy bum to buck up...

If carry on like that, sooner or later sure kana SACK wan lor..

Written @ Tuesday, March 03, 2009

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