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It has been a long long time that i did not update my blog...

Recently,too many things happened that made me really BREAK DOWN!!

Even though everything is over but i still can't get over it...

Lots of things keep running through my mind..

I tried not to think about it but i just can't do it..

I know i can't FORGIVE & FORGET about what he had done to me..

I felt so MISERABLE,SAD,FRUSTRATED,LOST & NUMB..

A person which i trust for 9years lie & betray me..

I really can't accept the fact!!

Although i try to but i just can't do it..

I know i can't but why i still carry on??

I keep asking myself this question but i just too tired to think about it..

This will not be a HAPPY MARRIAGE but why am i such a coward & dare not face it??

Why must i suffer in silent & think of how is he going to face his friends & relative & how my mum going to face her friends & relative?

For the past 2 months, this is a mental torture to me & i nearly go crazy..

My heart like been stabbed by a knife for hundreds times...

My tears was like the water flows in the river...

I really HATE him.

HATE him for his lies & the things that he done that hurt me deeply..

I've put in all my effort & love towards him for the past 2 years but in the end this is what i get!!

I've been asking myself, why must he do this to me?

Is it that what i've done for him is not enough or i'm not good enough??

I just can't concentrate on my work & everything..

I've TOTALLY LOST TRUST & FAITH in him..
(Not only him,i've lost faith in MAN)

I've learn my lesson that is no point being good & faithful to a person coz in the end i will get HURT!!

It's better to become heartless person...

It has been a long long time that i did not update my blog...

Recently,too many things happened that made me really BREAK DOWN!!

Even though everything is over but i still can't get over it...

Lots of things keep running through my mind..

I tried not to think about it but i just can't do it..

I know i can't FORGIVE & FORGET about what he had done to me..

I felt so MISERABLE,SAD,FRUSTRATED,LOST & NUMB..

A person which i trust for 9years lie & betray me..

I really can't accept the fact!!

Although i try to but i just can't do it..

I know i can't but why i still carry on??

I keep asking myself this question but i just too tired to think about it..

This will not be a HAPPY MARRIAGE but why am i such a coward & dare not face it??

Why must i suffer in silent & think of how is he going to face his friends & relative & how my mum going to face her friends & relative?

For the past 2 months, this is a mental torture to me & i nearly go crazy..

My heart like been stabbed by a knife for hundreds times...

My tears was like the water flows in the river...

I really HATE him.

HATE him for his lies & the things that he done that hurt me deeply..

I've put in all my effort & love towards him for the past 2 years but in the end this is what i get!!

I've been asking myself, why must he do this to me?

Is it that what i've done for him is not enough or i'm not good enough??

I just can't concentrate on my work & everything..

I've TOTALLY LOST TRUST & FAITH in him..
(Not only him,i've lost faith in MAN)

I've learn my lesson that is no point being good & faithful to a person coz in the end i will get HURT!!

It's better to become heartless person...