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30th May, 雨天 Saturday, May 30 Slept at 6am but wake up 9,30am (*_*) Dun know why just cun get back to sleep. Maybe I've get use to it to get up early. Was surprise that my cousin AH CAN called me in the afternoon. We talk & chat for a quite awhile. Out of the suddenly,she ask me whether wanna go to see mobile phone as she also wanna see & buy new phone. Since i was free & was thinking of changing a phone so we went to 1 of the Tampines mobile phone shop which her friend was working in to take a look. Last week,i just a new phone for my mum coz she keep saying her phone like got problem. Have to charge battery every 2 to 3 days. I was =_='... phone of coz have to charge la. But i know her intention,is not that the phone was not working,just that she wanna a new phone hahaha so i brought her to choose & bought a new phone for her. She was so GIRL lor hahaha she choose PINK COLOUR :p My aunt saw my mum's new phone & she also like it. She told AH CAN about it & so CAN went to the shop to buy it for her. (Super ER SHI XI XIAO SHUN NU ER...) We keep looking out what are the new model & any nice phone. There was not many new phone that really attracts me. At last,we saw this SAMSUNG S8300. Although the outlook doesn't really look fantastic but still presentable. AH CAN keep asking which phone is good & i told her that actually the more you look at SAMSUNG S8300 it looks ok & the function also ok. With touch screen,key pad & 8MP camera & so she brought the phone. While she was doing the payment,she told me that the phone is for me. I was really stunned.I told her no la,why buy for me.. She say never mind la just buy for me as a small gift. I was like so pai seah & wordless... Guess she read my blog & so she did that. Frankly speaking,i was really very touch. (From the bottom of my heart) It's not the money count..Is the thoughts.. I believe they just wanna make me happy. Just wanna say "THANK YOU AH CAN" Really appreciated..... Side Track Today is ARRON KWOK concert... Frankly speaking,i really dun feel like going. In order not to waste the money that his dad purpose bought the tickets for us,even I'm unwilling to go but i just dun wanna make things difficult for him... I also know that if he have a choice,he will not go...  Written @ Saturday, May 30, 2009 29th May, 晴天 Friday, May 29 As usual early in the morning,the fxxker PISS & make me FXXKING ANGRY AGAIN!! STUPID CUNNING IDIOT!!!! Everyday,dun know what the fxxker is doing!!!! He is fxxking making me getting more & more BOILING & FUMING!! I dun care who the fxxk you are. Dun think that you are a Japanese & in a Japanese company, you can dun show respect to people!! I make sure u will have difficult life EVERYDAY!!! Make you angry,piss,agitated & MALO(no face) etc!!! Coz you this fxxker dun deserved any kindness from anybody!!! BaoBei wun be coming back this week coz her cousin birthday.. The only thing i'm looking forward to is having diner with jj,cai,john & than they will come to my house to have mj session.. Not that i wanna play mj,i jio them just to accompany mum.. She is boring & she loves playing mj... Anyway she only have win-win situation.. Coz if she lose,i will pay for her. If she wins,the money belongs to her.. Even my friend jio me out for drinkning session, I rejected coz i wanna accompany my mum.. What to do,i only have 1 mum... Hope she will enjoy her self tonight... Written @ Friday, May 29, 2009 28th May, 雨天 Thursday, May 28 Just feel that life is so boring.. Now I'm only concentrating how to deal with that fxxker.. Just wondering & ask myself this question. WHY AM I SO PISS & ANGRY OVER THIS ISSUE? Is it because I'm now having cold war with him that make me can't forgive what that fxxker had done? I dun deny that maybe this is part of the reason.. My mood is still bad & i really dun know what's wrong with me.. I keep trying to tell myself,is it worth it to be so MEAN? I really dun know... He sms me to ask me out for dinner but i rejected him.. Why do i rejected him? I keep asking myself this question.. I dun have an answer.. Maybe because he didn't reply my e-mail What i'm unhappy about him or i just wanna let him feel that i won't just give in easily.. Too many WHY?WHY?WHY? Too tire to think & also dun wish to think.. Just wanna relax & cool yself down.. Just hoping that everything will be fine.. But i know,it's difficult... PEACE...Maybe i just want peace.. Dun wish that when i see him, i will think about why he dun wanna reply my e-mail.. But from what i'm doing, ami asking for PEACE? The answer is NO!!! I wanted PEACE but yet i rejected him to go for dinner.. Coz i know,it will happened again.. I want to let him know.. PEACE is not keeping everything inside & not to share.... Anyway,no point thinking to much now.. Just wait & see what will happen next.. Hoping & not doing anything will never solve the problems between me & him.... Another problem is my BAOBEI.. Haiz..I really dun know what should i do or what can i do... Am i too lenient towards her or did i neglected her? I've being asking myself this question... What's WRONG & WHAT is the problem??? She did badly in her MATHS!! Her dad called me,uncle called me & even ask me to call the TEACHER.. What the hell is HAPPENING to my LIFE!! What had i did WRONG??? I'm getting so STRESS, DOWN, UNHAPPY, MOODY, IRRITATED, FRUSTRATED & CRAZY!!! How?Ah Frank?How to make me happy? My stupid i-phone really give me headache.. You wanna buy me a new phone? Hahaha... Will u? Written @ Thursday, May 28, 2009 27th May, 晴天 Wednesday, May 27 That's what my Love Horoscope say about me.. REALLY FIND IT QUITE ACCURATE.. The current planetary alignment could mean that you and your beloved need to let go of a grievance in order to enjoy the day ahead together. This will naturally be impossible if you both continue to sulk, and go around in a hurt silence assuming that each of you is right. It really needs one of you to be brave enough to make an apology for it all to be forgiven." It's refering about what's happening between me & him.. Both of us are STRONG CHARACTER & STUBBORN... As I've mention,i will never give in this time!!! Side Track Super long time didn't go out with my friends liao.. Ever since i quarrel with him..(7days i guess) Meeting a friend for a drink tonight.. Sure talk about him & what's happening.. Hiaz....Sianz..... My surrounding why must always mention about him??? GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!! Written @ Wednesday, May 27, 2009 26th May, 晴天 Tuesday, May 26 As usual,was not in good mood.. Still using bad attitude towards that fxxker. Think he knows that i'm still angry & piss... Fxxk care him,he deserved it.. This kind of fxxker dun have to be kind to him.. Even my supplier also kana slam down phone call by me.. My BAD TEMPER is BACK AGAIN!!! That's a BAD SIGN... He sms me today.. We are still in cold war... He knows that i'm still fuming.. Reply his e-mail but he din reply mine.. Think he also lost of words.. Dun know how to reply me.. Anyway,just dun wanna think about it.. Now i'm more concentrate on how to deal with that fxxker!! At last i manage to find that thai song by potato... Download into my recommend songs list heehee Please listen...Very meaningful & nice. Below is the lyrics & meaning of the song.. Enjoy listening :) Title : รักแท้ ดูแลไม่ได้ (ruk tae doo lae mai dai) ความรักของเธอ เสียงที่บอกฉันว่าเธอห่วงใย kwaam rak kong ter siang tee bok chan waa ter huang yai Love of yours, its sound tells me that you're concerned about me. มือนั้นของเธอ ที่แตะหน้าผากฉัน วันที่ฉันไม่สบาย meu nan kong ter tee dtae naa paak chan wan tee chan mai sa-baai That hand of yours that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell. ทุกๆ ฉากทุกตอนไม่เคยจางหาย แม้จะผ่านเนิ่นนานเท่าไร took-took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai Every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago. และทุกฉากทุกตอน นั้นคอยตอกย้ำสิ่งที่ฉันเป็น ตั้งแต่เสียเธอไป lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you. ว่าฉันเป็นคนโง่เหนือใครๆ มีรักแท้อยู่ ดูแลไม่ได้ waa chan bpen kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it. จะรู้ค่ามันก็สายเกินไป ปวดร้าวคิดอยากย้อนเรื่องราวแค่ไหน ได้แต่ฝัน ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream. ต่อจนเหมือนเดิม รูปเมื่อก่อนนั้นที่มันขาดไป dtor jon meuan derm roop meua gon nan tee man kaat bpai Stick our picture, which was torn apart, back together. แต่ทางของเรา จะต่อได้อีกไหม หรือว่าฉันต้องทำใจ dtae taang kong rao ja dtor daai eek mai reu waa chan dtong tam jai But will our paths meet again? Or that I should accept it? เพราะทุกฉากทุกตอนไม่เคยจางหาย แม้จะผ่านเนิ่นนานเท่าไร pror took chaak took dton mai koie jaang haai mae ja paan nern-naan tao-rai Because every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago. และทุกฉากทุกตอน นั้นคอยตอกย้ำสิ่งที่ฉันเป็น ตั้งแต่เสียเธอไป lae took chaak took dton nan koi dtok yam sing tee chan bpen dtang dtae sia ter bpai And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you. ว่าฉันเป็นคนโง่เหนือใครๆ มีรักแท้อยู่ ดูแลไม่ได้ waa chan bpen kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it. จะรู้ค่ามันก็สายเกินไป ปวดร้าวคิดอยากย้อนเรื่องราวแค่ไหน ได้แต่ฝัน ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream. บอกหน่อยที่ไหนพอจะมี ประตูให้ฉันย้อนไปคืนวัน bok noi tee nai por ja mee bpra-dtoo hai chan yon bpai keun wan Tell me a little, just where there will be a door for me to revert to the nights and days, ที่ฉันมีเธออยู่ จะขอดูแลอีกครั้ง... tee chan mee ter yoo ja kor doo lae eek krang . . . that I had you; I'll take a good care of you, once again... ฉันมันคนโง่เหนือใครๆ มีรักแท้อยู่ ดูแลไม่ได้ chan man kon ngoh neua krai-krai mee rak tae yoo doo lae mai daai I am that stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it. จะรู้ค่ามันก็สายเกินไป ปวดร้าวคิดอยากย้อนเรื่องราวแค่ไหน ได้แต่ฝัน ja roo kaa man gor saai gern bpai bpuat raao kit yaak yon reuang raao kae nai daai dtae fan Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream. Written @ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 25th May, 晴天 Monday, May 25 Another Boring & restless day.. As usually,this fxxker was late again.. Actually wanted to SWAN him do i need to get you an ALARM CLOCK? That was what he had said to my accounts assistant when she was late.. Think about it,i rather he late than i dun have to see his fxxking face.. Till now,i still feel PISS & ANGRY of what he had DONE!! Even my assistant manager also kana from me. I was clearing all the rubbish bin & i tell him off.. Please see what I'm doing.. Doesn't mean you are an assistant manager you dun have to do that!! I'm an accounting director,i also do it. Why must be so calculative? Think he get what i mean.. If he doesn't get what i mean, i can say he is stupid!! Went for my mani & pedicure during the lunch time.. Today my breakfast was coffee, Lunch was coffee & bread Dinner?Nothing... No appetite to eat anything.. Have few reports to do but i was so moody & sian so i just leave thought of bring it back home to do.. After reaching home,nobody is around.. Feeling so lonely & boring.. No mood to do anything at all.. Today,the only happy thing was the clothes which i order through online shopping arrived!!! SO HAPPY! Hahaha, i have too many new clothes wear now.. The next thing i should buy is SHOES... Feels that i have not buy any shoes recently.. Maybe should go for online shopping for shoes heehee.. Ever since i reply his e-mail,he did not reply,call or sms me at all.. We have not seen each other for 5days.. Have been staying at my mum's place since thursday.. Sometime i just wondering did i made the wrong choice.. Why must i be so stubborn? Why must i move back to my mum's place to stay? There are too many many why which i also dun know the answer.. Just wondering during these period of time, did he miss me or he feel peace without me around.. Dun wanna think about it anymore.. Thinking of all these will only make me feel SAD... Written @ Monday, May 25, 2009 24th May, 晴天 Sunday, May 24 Has been hibernating at home for the whole day.. Feeling so restless & boring.. Weather was dam terrible..SO HOT!!! Whole day just surf net & trying to figure out how to create a new blog. Create a nice blog is really not easy.. Since I'm so boring & free so i just download several blogskin, check out how they do it. Never received any call or message from him.. Till 3pm he send me a sms.. Written " I SEND YOU AN E-MAIL" Really find it so weird that we are husband & wife, yet still have to communicate in e-mail.. What a JOKE!!! Received a long e-mail from him... Saying what are the things he was unhappy with me. He really knows me very well. After reading the e-mail,really feel very piss & angry.. (Though i'm angry but glad he did that coz at least i know what he's thinking) Send him back an e-mail with answers for his unhappiness in me.. But,i forgotten to write what i was unhappy about him. So i send another e-mail to tell him what's the problems between us & my unhappiness about him.. Think he will be angry & piss too.. Usually, i feel very sian on sunday coz monday have to start work.. But today,i'm looking forward to go office.. Sound weird right? I feel that too.. The reason is very simple.. staying at home,feeling so lonely & boring... At least if i go office,i can work & have JJ & angie to entertain me.. Moreover, my GAME has just started!!! The war between me & that fxxker ICHIHASHI has just started!! We shall wait & see what will happen.... I make sure if i were to leave this company, he will leave before me!! He is the one who started this kind of DIRTY GAME with me. I have already been PISS & AGITATED by him... I'm no longer a INNOCENT DEVIL... You force me to do so Fxxker ICHIHASHI!!! Let me show you what is a REAL DEVIL!!! Side Track Ah frank will be back only next FEB... Feel sad & sian but yet happy for him & his girlfriend... AH FRANK I MISS U VERY MUCH!!!! Written @ Sunday, May 24, 2009 |
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