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13 November , 雨
Thursday, November 13

Start with another BLUE MORNING

Has been raining for the past few days.

When can i see SUNNY DAY again..

Nothing seems to be right ever since i came back from japan.

MOOD has been LOUSY & BORING.Especially these few days.

Trying to diversify my attention to do other thing.

Hope it will helps..

Some day back, someone ask me a question which struck my mind.

How do i feel? My big day is just around the corner.

HAPPY? EXCITED?

I'm not sure what should i answer..

I've lost the BEING LOVED & IMPORTANCE feeling.

So what is there to be happy or excited about?

I'm sick & tire..really sick & tire of this lousy & fuck up feeling which leads me to a point of giving up.

I miss the OLDEN DAYS..Feel IMPORTANT ,BEING CHERISH & BEING LOVED.

More laughter & less tears...

Sometime I just wonder is the "OLD" me better ?

Am i wrong that i've change myself??

Maybe someone can enlighten me...

Written @ Thursday, November 13, 2008

12 November , 雨
Wednesday, November 12

今日とても悲しいです。。

Finally,got my body check up report.

Doctor say i'm fine.Everything is OK so i dun have to worry.

Went to gym for my work out.

Half way through, i was not feeling good.

Maybe i didn't had my lunch & that's the reason why i'm not feeling well.

Still manage to finish my 1 hour work out.

Sad thing is i miss the BODY COMBAT CLASS.

Never mind la.At least i did some exercise, i'm satisfy liao.

TODAY, I HAD MADE UP MY MIND.

That's a little secret for myself.

Hope after making this decision, everything will goes well & i will be HAPPY..

Bao Bei is going to have her school holiday soon..

I'm still thinking where should i bring her to this year..

Hmmm...shall discuss with her than we decide where to go :)

Written @ Wednesday, November 12, 2008

11 November, 晴天
Tuesday, November 11

Don't know what i've been doing for the pass 2days.

Suppose to go for my combat class but i miss it..

Why?? Coz christin didn't jio me so i also lazy to go by myself.(Excuse la..)

Come on , LAZY PIG!! No more time to waste OK!!

Carry on like that how to lose 6 KG before my BIG DAY??

Have to plan my work out schedule & die die must stick to it.

Finally , i have made up my mind not to join dar to Phuket.

Don't know why but my mind just tell me not to go.

Sad to say that dar is ok that im not with him during his BIRTHDAY so ....just leave it lor.

It's always easy to start a relationship but difficult to maintain.

The most important is YAO KAN DE KAI.

FORGIVE & FORGET

Everyday we are facing different problem.

Just take it easy & don't take it too hard.

Life will be easier that way I guess...

GIVE & TAKE, UNDERSTANDING & FORGIVING IS A MUST

I have to store this into my HARD DISC in order to stay HAPPY :)

But just remember 1 thing ,

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

This phrase is very MEANINGFUL....

Written @ Tuesday, November 11, 2008

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