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15 Feburary, 晴天
Sunday, February 15

IT has already past 1 week since i'm back from my Europe trip..

Actually,have tons of things to write about my trip but i really dun have the mood & also dun know where should i start from.

If you ask me did i enjoy this trip, i could only say that it was a good experience for me.

The happy thing during this trip was i wun think of the incident that breaks my heart before my wedding.

The sad thing was after i'm back from this trip, i starts to think about it again..

I really dun know whether i could forgive & forget...

Maybe i can forgive but i can never forget...This 2 words keep flooding in my mind..

I've been trying very very hard but whenever i look at the evidence, i get piss off & heartbreak again..

Can i trust this man again?I dun know..

Whenever i look at it, i just feel sucks & terrible..

Just finding courage to face all those shit things happened.

Someone told me to forgive & forget than start afresh.

I really hope i could but deep in my heart i keep struggling..

Once bitten twice shy..

The feeling is different..Totally different..

Although i still love him but i cun love him like what i use to be..

I hope i could turn back the clock but i know it's impossible..

Hoping that as times goes by,i can slowly forget about the whole issue even though i know it's difficult..

Only god knows whether this could happen...

Mean while, i could only pray hard that i could slowly put down everything..

Either i leave him or continue staying together with him..

If i could forgive & forget than is good for both of us.

If i cun, that means i have to let go no matter how hurt it could be...

That's life....

Written @ Sunday, February 15, 2009

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