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28th May, 雨天
Thursday, May 28

Just feel that life is so boring..
Now I'm only concentrating how to deal with that fxxker..
Just wondering & ask myself this question.
WHY AM I SO PISS & ANGRY OVER THIS ISSUE?

Is it because I'm now having cold war with him that
make me can't forgive what that fxxker had done?
I dun deny that maybe this is part of the reason..

My mood is still bad & i really dun know what's wrong with me..
I keep trying to tell myself,is it worth it to be so MEAN?
I really dun know...

He sms me to ask me out for dinner but i rejected him..
Why do i rejected him?
I keep asking myself this question..
I dun have an answer..

Maybe because he didn't reply my e-mail
What i'm unhappy about him or i just
wanna let him feel that i won't just give in easily..
Too many WHY?WHY?WHY?

Too tire to think & also dun wish to think..
Just wanna relax & cool yself down..
Just hoping that everything will be fine..
But i know,it's difficult...

PEACE...Maybe i just want peace..
Dun wish that when i see him, i will think
about why he dun wanna reply my e-mail..

But from what i'm doing, ami asking for PEACE?
The answer is NO!!!
I wanted PEACE but yet i rejected him to go for dinner..
Coz i know,it will happened again..
I want to let him know..
PEACE is not keeping everything inside & not to share....

Anyway,no point thinking to much now..
Just wait & see what will happen next..
Hoping & not doing anything will never solve
the problems between me & him....

Another problem is my BAOBEI..
Haiz..I really dun know what should i do
or what can i do...
Am i too lenient towards her or did i neglected her?
I've being asking myself this question...
What's WRONG & WHAT is the problem???
She did badly in her MATHS!!
Her dad called me,uncle called me & even
ask me to call the TEACHER..
What the hell is HAPPENING to my LIFE!!
What had i did WRONG???

I'm getting so
STRESS,
DOWN,
UNHAPPY,
MOODY,
IRRITATED,
FRUSTRATED &
CRAZY!!!

How?Ah Frank?How to make me happy?
My stupid i-phone really give me headache..
You wanna buy me a new phone?
Hahaha...
Will u?

Written @ Thursday, May 28, 2009

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