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STUPID IDIOT
Saturday, July 18

At last Ah Frank was back..
Happy to see him but something sad & disappointed things happened.

Although,I slept at 4am last night but I wake up 8am this morning..
He has lots of clothes & pants not iron & therefore
I decided to iron all his clothes & pants.
He was very busy today as there are many viewing
& he has NFL soccer game at 7pm..

He on his laptop,receiving calls from his advertisements
& arranging viewing,he log into his MSN.
I also log into my MSN but I saw him offline..
I was puzzled & I ask him did he log in MSN?
He say yes but he was offline.
I can see from his laptop that he did log in & it was not offline.
Why must he wanna lie to me that he was offline.

I ask him to on the MSN & let me see but he immediately log off.
He does not want to let me see.
I ask him why & his answer was why,you wanna quarrel is it?
The sad & disappointed thing was,he block my MSN address again
& therefore he dare not let me see his MSN.

He told me that can I give him some PRIVACY?
Why must I see his MSN?
If he have nothing to hide,why cun he let me see?
What does he mean by "Can I give him some PRIVACY?"
Is there anything he wanna hide & that's why
he block me & does not want to let me see his MSN?

Think I was too emotional & I just cun control myself..
While ironing his clothes,my tears starts to flow down from my face.
He knew it but he did not even console or say anything..
I was really very upset...
Why am I so stupid!!!!
Why must I still iron & wash his clothes & change the bedsheets?
I must be a bloody fool!!!!
I'm all alone at 845,really feeling very sad & down...
I really feel very moody & have no one to talk to..
I just felt that I'm really a STUPID IDIOT!!!

Written @ Saturday, July 18, 2009

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