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1st Jun, 晴天
Monday, June 1

Monday is always the most boring day...
Maybe monday blue??I guess so.Think everyone also will have this feeling..

Today i was super busy...
Join the boring sales meeting & i think that fxxker will be suprise that i attended the meeting coz usually i dun attend sales meeting..
(Anyway,i purposely join the meeting even i'm not interested to show that idiot)
Since sunday,he did not sms,call or replied my e-mail..
Whatever..think he must be so happy that i shifted back to my mum's place
as he can start his flirting night life again..
Whatever he had PROMISE ME,he broke all his PROMISES..
Said that he will STOP DRINKING & WANTED TO BE A FAMILY MAN!!
These are all BULLSHIT!!!!!!!
He start going to Thai disco & KTV again...
He thought that i would not know but too bad,i'm not a stupid idiot..
I have my ways to know that he went to these places again...
Sometimes,i wish i'm stupid so that i will not get to know what he is doing.
But i just cun..I cun pretend that i dun know...
That's my character.It cun be change.....

Even though i'm numb but i still have to admit that i'm sad &
disappointed of what he had done...
I just cun bluff myself that i dun feel anything at all..
No matter what,we have been together for 10 years..
Maybe that's the reason why i will feel sad & disappointed..
My BIGGEST MISTAKE was i carry on with the WEDDING DINNER
even though i know he did alot of flirting things before our wedding dinner..
But it's a blessing that we didn't ROM..That's my consolation..
Think i beta stop talking about him if not,the stories will never end haha..

Side Track
Had dinner with CAN's family,steven & 1 of CAN dislike girl name APPLE at
GRAND COPTHRONE HOTEL
Initially,i still feel that she was ok but after heard about
what CAN told me about her,i was totally turn off with this girl.
(She was really thick skin.Everytime expect people to pay for her when she is out with them.I really hate this kind of person & the worst part is she dun even say THANK YOU!!)

After dinner,steven jio me to play m'sia mj...
Sorry la,i promise my friend to accompany him liao so....
Next time ok?Next time i sure play with you :p

Have lots of things to write but i'm tired liao..
Will continue my blog again tomorrow..
Stay tune ok :)

Oppps,i forgotten to say thank you to my dear CAN.Thanks for the dinner :)

Written @ Monday, June 01, 2009

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