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Sunday, July 19

Having dim sum with Frank,his gf,Can & Can's Mum at Shawn House.
Ask mum to come along & dun know what's wrong with her.
She doesn't want to go.
Forget about it,I cun force her since she dun feel like going.

While we were having dim sum,my mum call me.
Ask me who was there & I told her.
After receiving her call,than I realise why she doesn't wanna join.
I really give up coz whenever I ask her to go,
she always have ample of excuses..
I'm just fxxking tired & dun wanna know
& interfere as I myself already had too many PROBLEMS!!

Went home after that as I was tired & have to iron my clothes.
Frank went to shop around in orchard with his gf &
we supposed to have dinner with him as he ask me to ask frank out for dinner.
Last min,he has viewing & got buyer wanna view 845 & so our dinner was cancelled..

After he finish his viewing,he call me & ask me to eat as he was very hungry.
So we went to the nearby coffee shop to have our early dinner.

While we were having dinner he told me that today ONG jio him to SPA.
As he was too busy so he cun go...
(I believe that if he have time he will sure go)
I just mention that didn't ONG know that you had already went SPA on Thursday?
He sound so agitated & replied me :
"WHY?U DUN TRUST ME THAT I WENT SPA ON THURSDAY?"

I was really stunned by his reaction as to me it was just a normal conversation.
Each time when he go SPA,it will cost him at least $130.00.
He will almost go once per week.
Can you imagine how much will it cost a month?

He keep saying that he has no money.
I personally think that it was really expensive
& that's why I just mention that he had already went this week.
If he goes today,that means this week he went twice.
Since he keep saying that he has no money,
why he can spend such kind of money?

Now a days,his attitude towards me was totally different.
As if I owe him million of dollars.
He tenses to raise his voice & get agitated easily.
I was thinking,WTF I dun owe you anything?
Ever since we get married,he didn't give me any allowance.

To me,it's not the money issue.
Is that as a husband,
shouldn't you give allowance to your wife every month?
Moreover,recently he has been closing many cases.
I know he earn lots of commission
but he still claim that he had no money.

I've been supporting my mum & paying for everything in 845
which my mum was staying.
Did he ever help me to pay anything?
Rental,PUB bill,my mum HP bill,Internet etc...
The answer is NO!!!
I've never ask any money from him.
As a husband,shouldn't him help his wife to lighten her burden?
He can spend money on drinking,
go SPA every week,go facial every month
but not even a single cent he give me.

After I move back to his house,
we say that let's try again to gain back
the TRUST & FAITH to save this marriage.
But look at the things he did,
lock his HP,log off his MSN immediately when I ask him
to open up to let me see,block me in his MSN etc.
This doesn't show me that he was trying to gain back my
TRUST & FAITH & wanna save this marriage..
I really feel sick,down,moody & tired..
WTF was happening to my life?
Why must I tolerate & endure all these?
Who can understand how I feel....
My life was really sucks....

Written @ Sunday, July 19, 2009

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