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3rd Jun, 晴天
Wednesday, June 3

Today was a very bad day for me..
The feeling was like this is the end of our relationship..
When i get to know that he block my msn,the feeling was sucks
really very sucks..He not only block my msn,he block those who
related to me..The only reason was when he was online,we cun see him..
Can you imagine my husband block me in his msn...
How would you feel if you are in my shoe...

My 1st feeling was
SAD,
DOWN,
DISAPPOINTED,
ANGRY & PISS.
Does he have to do to the extend of blocking me?
Are we really husband & wife?I'm asking myself..
I really cun overcome the fact that he did that..
I called him straight away & meet up with him to talk.

What he really want?We talk for about an hour...
From what i hear from his answer i feel that he was
more happier & enjoy his life without me..
(Coz without me around,he can go to his favourite RESORT & NIGHTCLUB again)

Ask him how he feel when i move back to my mum's place
this 2weeks...
His answer was he somehow feel more peaceful when
I'm not around even though he feel sad..
So it means that my existing makes him feel
UN PEACEFUL,
RESTRICTED,
UNHAPPY,
& UNCOMFORTABLE.
He can tell me that he has been thinking that are we suitable to be together
when both of our character are so strong & stubborn..
I was like,what the fxxk..

Before wedding dinner,he promise me everything but in the end,
he break ALL his PROMISES!!!
We have just married for 4 months...
But after 4 months of our wedding dinner,
he can ask me this question..
I really LOST OF WORDS!!!!
We've known each other for 10years & being together for 9 years..
The feeling was fxxking sucks,really sucks....
Before wedding dinner he beg me for a chance but after
4 months of our wedding,that was what i get the answer from him..

If he really thinks that our character cun click why does he still
want to carry on with the wedding dinner when i suggest to cancel the wedding dinner?
I really dun know..Can anyone tell me what should i do???

Written @ Wednesday, June 03, 2009

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