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7th Jun, 晴天
Sunday, June 7

Baobei birthday is just around the corner.
So i intend to bring her to tampines mall with him to celebrate her birthday.
Really dun know what should i buy for her b'day present..
Ask her but she keep telling me dun know..
I told her that since she's having holiday,
next week i will bring her to wild wild west..
(Her favourite place coz she can swim.she love to swim..)
She told me that she does not have swimming costume,
so i brought her 1 as her b'day present..
(Wah kau,she wear adult size lor & it cost me 70bucks but ok la for my baobei)
After that we went to Haagan Dazs to have waffle ice-cream after dinner.
As waiting for the ice-cream,
I went Charles & Keiths & bought 2 pairs of shoes..
(It cost me 80bucks & the stupid Haagan Dazs ice-cream cost me 70bucks(*_*)
No choice la,CHAR BO is like that wan la..AI SHUI mah..
(Me recently really spend money like nobody business..Must control liao)

Recently,really spend alot & i was like testing him that can i claim anot?
Do you know how he answer me?
Wah,I pay for the dinner & bought an i-phone than still wanna claim.
In my mind, i was thinking
'what the fxxk' the i-phone was free wan lor..
(Actually,he wanted to buy a phone for himself but i purposely say my i-phone spoilt & he got no choice & get the i-phone for me)

The dinner was at KOPITIAM & it cost less than 50 bucks ok?
Kana 4-dig also never even give a single cents to my baobei.
What's the problem of buying her a b'day present??
Go to resort can buy ladies drinks,open bottle & hang flower but
less than 200bucks he can say this kind of things..
Really LOST OF WORDS!!!
What am i & baobei to him?
That time when i miscarriage,
he still can say until so nice that even we dun have baby,
we still have chloe mah..
Fxxk lor,do you think i can trust what he say?
If he really can accept chloe,
he will take the initiative to ask chloe what b'day present she wants.
But he never!!!!Forget about it..He is dam fxxking STINGY!!!

Went back to his place to sleep with chloe & he went out to close deal..
Sms me at 12+ & ask me can he join his BEST BROTHER ONG to ICON for a drink..
I know he cun be going ICON wan la.
He must be going resort.
He cun wait to see those pretty & big breast thai gals..
Can you imagine,
I just came back for 3 days & he cun wait to go thai disco again..
I really feel very demoralise & hopeless in this relationship...
A LEOPARD CAN NEVER CHANGE IT SPOTS!!!

I just need someone to wake me up!!!
Leave this fxxker,he dun deserve my love!!!
He will never change!!!
Fxxk,i dun wish to think anymore..
I tell myself,i give myself another 1 month..
I dun wish to have this kind of mental torture anymore..
Am I really so bad?
I keep asking myself this question...
Why must he do this to me...
I really BO LANG AI meh???

Written @ Sunday, June 07, 2009

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